Wednesday, March 3, 2010
11:06 PM
HELLO IM BACK:D
hmm.
okay,
i wish i could start my life all over again.
I FUCKING SCREWED MY LIFE.
you see,
nobody understands me better,
only i understand myself,
what if, what if,
its just an assumption or regret,
so WHAT IF i had not screwed my life?
WHAT IF life had been easier?
all the what ifs i have said,
could easily beat the amount of hair you have.
its like saying,
since im short now,
WHAT IF i was taller?
what would life throw at me?
is it the same stuff as i received now?
life is full of regrets,
not one person,
has done it the way he/she expected it to be.
the ball is round,
anything can happen.
i would never blame anyone other than myself,
for any mistake i did,
not even anyone.
maybe its just for a laugh,
but seriously i dont.
who expected damai to have handball as a cca?
nobody,
all was a dream and a swiftly carried out plan,
so maybe life has something to offer,
but thats maybe 5% of life,
the other 95% is through the rough path of the school of hardknocks.
i wouldnt wanna be in the path of failures,
but that's my attitude, and its 100% of life.
you may not know who is this for then,
but,
take it as if it's for you.
i dont care if your gonna throw rude remarks,
as if i dont do that,
so i wish i could go back in time,
to change the outcome of my life,
but too late,
what's done cannot be undone,
love is blind, not that i didnt knew it,
its the spark,
that person that cause the spark,
to ruin a relationship or secret of one,
so,
please screw that person,
because,
HE/SHE HAS NO RIGHT WHATSOEVER.
you may not be part of the team,
or not the main man,
but deep down,
you know that you overpower the rest,
its just that,
you are too timid to show your flair.
so,
life may seem to be like a box of chocolates,
but,
it also seems to be a box of ciggarettes,
burning your heart,
showing anger,
the feeling of losing your love,
so,
please let everything happen by itself,
and correct it if it seems wrong.
im writing this to express my feelings,
at this moment,
in this emotional jam,
i wish i wouldnt have knew about the truth,
the fucking ugly truth,
im sorry,
but you have just lost a friend.
goodbye.
hmm.
okay,
i wish i could start my life all over again.
I FUCKING SCREWED MY LIFE.
you see,
nobody understands me better,
only i understand myself,
what if, what if,
its just an assumption or regret,
so WHAT IF i had not screwed my life?
WHAT IF life had been easier?
all the what ifs i have said,
could easily beat the amount of hair you have.
its like saying,
since im short now,
WHAT IF i was taller?
what would life throw at me?
is it the same stuff as i received now?
life is full of regrets,
not one person,
has done it the way he/she expected it to be.
the ball is round,
anything can happen.
i would never blame anyone other than myself,
for any mistake i did,
not even anyone.
maybe its just for a laugh,
but seriously i dont.
who expected damai to have handball as a cca?
nobody,
all was a dream and a swiftly carried out plan,
so maybe life has something to offer,
but thats maybe 5% of life,
the other 95% is through the rough path of the school of hardknocks.
i wouldnt wanna be in the path of failures,
but that's my attitude, and its 100% of life.
you may not know who is this for then,
but,
take it as if it's for you.
i dont care if your gonna throw rude remarks,
as if i dont do that,
so i wish i could go back in time,
to change the outcome of my life,
but too late,
what's done cannot be undone,
love is blind, not that i didnt knew it,
its the spark,
that person that cause the spark,
to ruin a relationship or secret of one,
so,
please screw that person,
because,
HE/SHE HAS NO RIGHT WHATSOEVER.
you may not be part of the team,
or not the main man,
but deep down,
you know that you overpower the rest,
its just that,
you are too timid to show your flair.
so,
life may seem to be like a box of chocolates,
but,
it also seems to be a box of ciggarettes,
burning your heart,
showing anger,
the feeling of losing your love,
so,
please let everything happen by itself,
and correct it if it seems wrong.
im writing this to express my feelings,
at this moment,
in this emotional jam,
i wish i wouldnt have knew about the truth,
the fucking ugly truth,
im sorry,
but you have just lost a friend.
goodbye.
